I would never say never, anymore >.<

Status : Application under consideration


I just hardly stand during these few days, since the day I posted my application form.
The first thing I do once my computer is connected to the server is, go and check my college application status.


Oh ya, forgotten to say that I've finally came out with a decision, though I don't have much confidence with it, and myself.
Anyway, yeah, I am planning to do my pre-u studies at Tunku Abdul Rahman College!
Some of my friends asked, "why don't you go UTAR?" I wanna do A-Levels, I answered, always followed by a "lol" or "haha"
"Oh, so you're planning to study overseas?" The common question that usually comes after hearing my plan or after the first question.
I don't think so... I don't know

Arghhh~ I dislike uncertainty. In making a decision, I mean
I used to be proud of myself that, when people ask me what I am planning to study/ to do in the future, I always had a firm answer for that.
But for now...... HA-HA-HA (emotionless-ly)
When I was in secondary school, I often said that surely I wouldn't further my studies at any one of the Rahmans, for some reasons.
And yet now...... HA-HA-HA (emotionless-ly, again)

A strong sense of satire


Whatever, I shan't let those thingies bother me.

Well, that's what I've planned for now.

I don't think I have the chance to get JPA scholarship. As for Matriculation, the results had out last Friday. I didn't get it. But I did make 'rayuan' also, through youth MCA. And...... I don't think I have the chance, either. But at least trying is better than giving up easily. That's what I always... er... believe in?! ^^

I really can't wait to start my 'long-lost' student life, after months of rest (or laziness? XD)
At the same time, I am also very anxious about that. Will I be able to adapt to the new environment? Will I enjoy the new life? Will I miss my home? et cetera
Well, even though my application is still under consideration, it's quite impossible for them to reject me, as college needs to earn money also \(≧▽≦)/ (trying to comfort myself). Though the college wouldn't be able to earn my A Levels tuition fees (as through the college Merit scholarship I would get full tuition fees waiver), but the college still can earn my registration fee la, orientation fee la and all sorts of other special fees, right? Wakakaka~ (evil laugh)


Hmph, many friends have made up their mind. Overall, many decided to go to UTAR. As far as i know, just five of my Chinese friends got Matriculation admission offer, and perhaps three of them will go for it. While four friends are going to TARC......

Last but not least, BEST OF LUCK to all of 'em and myself!!



ps I think I found the answer to the question why I keep sick-ing in these few months. It's because, I do not study \(≧▽≦)/